routine ...zzz

hmmm

I have to say that at times life in bangalore can be quiet pleasant. Allthough I would love to have a greater friend circle( which seems to be hard to get) the few friends that i do have are quite like minded. Putting it in simple words " things could be worse"

I really want to just go out and mingle and have fun but somehow something stops me, its either the fact that im broke, or that im alone, or that some idiot friend is just not into the mood.

Sad movies playin in the theatres and i just dont understand why they dont play enough ENGLISH movies here.It seems that the crowd in blore is more drawn towards HINDI(lame) movies.

Well...Ive been workin in IBM for almost a yr now( 10 more days for a yr completion...hehe).
work is OKIE but thats it. I dont find myself looking forward to going to work int he morning but sometimes I do feel that I am starting to be of some value at my workplace....( that is if i dont go a lotta shit happens and I end up getting firing the next day...lol)..but if you analyse the situation I guess that I wouldent have anything better to do everyday if I didnt have work. I really dont know how much longer I can do this though!.. I feel like my life is planned out by some idiot who dosent know my value...(-_-)..and something must be done soon to change my path else i fear a dead end is close by...lololol...(not in a lifethreatening way)

Oh!..I am currently staying with my 2 new roomies at Austin town, my roomies are Chirag from Goa and Saket( soket balaji) from here itself. They are both wuite open minded and all of us smoke and drink together...:)...Saket just started staying with us and he seems to be a nice guy..i think he is the kind that gets senti when drunk though....I found out that Chirag is a cancerian and his bday is on the 4th July....Me a leo hope u all know...Grrrrr....Chirag is also a prity cool guy....yesterday it was prity irritating that he was playing the PSP from 12 in the afternoon till like 12 at night on a SUNDAY..all we did yesterday was go out to eat...I did answer my TIME MOCKCAT but fucked up prity badly this time again.....I really dont see myself getting into a good college with CAT /ZAT and should start to explore my other options.

However I still feel that I still have time to change and that once i figure out what it is that i really want I will want to work towards it...I stil want to do an MBA just so that I have a backup if all goes wrong and also maybe to give a good start to my personal career...( which is currently at a standstill)...

I havent made a lot of friends around my house as of now but I did meet this girl who is a little younger than me who stays just abovew my flat...she seems prity nice and I would not mind making friends with her...[;)]...

Tc for now...I'd better get back to work..

c ya

Missing GOA

Its been 2 month in Blore and im still not used to it. Things have got better but could be better too...lol...They say that "happiness is nothing but good health and bad memory" I wish that were true because for me i want more...lol...

Blore is a big city and the traffic is horrible..it takes a lot of time to get used to the scene here the life is fast and he people faster...no1 waits for any1 or anything..

even then i feel bored ( this is probably bcoz i miss my real goan friends )...

Getting used to this life has been a big change but i am always open to change (or i taught i was)..My main problem with the place is the language...even after 2 months i cant speak a word of kannada...oh i learnt some illa ikda shit off the street but apart from that zero...

Anyways i guess every1 goes through this phase of life that i would personally like to call "temporary work phase"..

AHA..work in IBM

aha!.

there are a lot of questions which one cannot answer in ones life, in my life too i am unable to answer a lot of questions. ...lol...

anyways Ive been working in IBM since the 24th (i think)...dunno my exact purpose but IBM is training me real hard ..lol..actually im supposed to be at work right now...but this is how things work at ibm i guess....they give us enough time in the work place to do our required free timepass stuff like writin blogs...lol

Things are very different here and surprisingly all the employees seem to be happy....its funny to me how that is possible that ALL OF US ARE HAPPY..i hear that we earn the same as a pizza boy abroad..not to complain as we are still training and not having done any work as of now i shd be the last one to complain!!...hopefully when ma training is done i will be able to live up to the ibm standards and start doing instead of talking...lol...

Surprisingly I feel that i fit in here just right...really surprisingly...lol...even though this COBOL language is breaking my head and out rcm test is coming up i feel satisfied in ma current work place....surprisingly...

ofcourse i miss goa my home but who dosent.,,..specially when uve been brought up in a place like goa!...Just cant wait till december when i can oficially go back and visit ma family....lol..

Insomnia

friday,August 22,2008

Well well well, Finally,Its about time I started writing my own blog. I remember ma sis used to write one like ages ago. She always was the bekar one. I guess i never started just because i felt thet i was too late ...some thin like that..i feel like people have been doing a lot of interestin stuff for ages and people like me have been laggin behind..in not just one but many ways..

However I do feel that I have realised a lot of important stuff over that past few months...sometimes i feel i can do just anything i want...then reality strikes me(luckily) and i fall back to earth...hehe...

Hmmm..about ma current life well..I just finished cllge(GEC ETC) am free for now but am going to be leaving for Blore shortly(hopefully)...its gonna be the first time that ill be working i think..lol..I silintly wist i could change to pune thouigh..ma sis is there n most of ma colleges have gone to pune..(i kinda chose blore because we used to play counter strike there...hehe...for WCG)...

Speaskin of counter strike ,even though the cs scene is kinda down in goa i just recieved an unexpected call this mornin from a good friend who called me to play...hehe clan practise here we come...oh! I will be playin for DBD(Dark BY Design) till further notice...:D..

signin off...